I’m not very creative

After you survive your childhood and step into adult life, your creativity is not how it used to be. Everything becomes very linear and all you do is work to pay bills. Your imagination gets ruined and sometimes you become socially inept.

I did receive a very nice career that will reap benefits for the future to come, but at the moment I am living paycheck to paycheck, borrowing money here and there and can’t even eat properly for the life of me.

I’ve been trying to think of ideas of what to do during my free time as a Flight Attendant for a couple extra bucks but nothing comes to mind.

What doesn’t help is that I am home more than I am working every month and that doesn’t help my situation at all. It burdens others and increases the level of my stress.

I read up on transcription work so I’ll give that a shot and see how it goes I do type fairly quickly so it’ll speed up the process. But you never know until you try. Flight attending seems to be one of the most wanted ideal choices for a career, but I’d you got financial responsibilities, it’d be better if you solved those first, so you arent nailed down by debt.

I’ve never lived paycheck to paycheck since I worked as a server all my life so managing my costs is pretty difficult.


We’re all under the same sky, no matter where we are in the world


I had the choice to fly out tonight and then go to Cancun tomorrow, but in exchange I would have to give up one of my guaranteed days off. I turned down the chance because it was just a quick turn and I wouldn’t be able to enjoy anything there. Low on money anyways, so I stuck with working at a restaurant for some quick money. Pretty slow today for lunch.

There isn’t much going on so I decided to try and snapshot some clouds, but there isn’t any. Today is a beautiful day and I’m stuck working. Clear blue sky with the sun beating down on me during my break. Good way to relax before the dinner shift. Wish I could enjoy it more.

Welcome to the life of poverty.